By Matthew Brensilver Santa Monica
Recently, I have noticed a proliferation of voices calling for a change in Santa Monica’s homeless policies. Many of the opinions have framed the discussion as a contest between the interests of the homeless and the interests of other residents and visitors. While the writers have offered various compromises for balancing the group interests, little attention has been paid to the subjective experience that I think many residents have in their contact with homeless people: Guilt. It is an phenomenon that I feel offers a window to a deeper understanding of our situation. As many of the commentators have noted, the Promenade offers a great deal to Santa Monicans.
I might have a delicious meal, see a movie, or browse one of the stores. These are pleasurable activities. But the pleasure of these activities is parasitic on the belief that I am entitled to this joy. When I emerge from the restaurant and am confronted with destitution and desperation, some of my pleasure evaporates as I wonder why it is me that gets to live as I do. I think this experience of guilt is instructive — it helps remind me that not all people live as well as I do. Although this is a painful reminder, it is crucial in summoning compassion and a commitment to respect the dignity of all people.
While the magnitude of the suffering of the homeless is imposing, it should not overwhelm us and lead to the conclusion that we cannot or should not help. I think if we pay close attention to our own emotions, they can guide us to humane policies.
Originally published in the Santa Monica Daily Press print edition on September 18, 2002. Read the original PDF.